Hi all

Fri, 06 Aug 2004 05:35:40 GMT

So, my dad is fired, I'm going to tell the guy that were over before we even start, And I'm going to throw-up. Everything is just going to hell right mow, I just want a person in my life that I can love, not tons of women who's beauty is wasted on me. I know they are my friends but I can't date them, it's weird.

And about Greg, I don't know if I told you his name, but I think he is bored with me, and I really don't feel like wasting his time or mine. And I also have this huge "If I don't feel good about myself, how can my BF feel good about me, I don't want to burden him with my ugly-ness" feeling, it's annoying as hell

GAH, I just want a lover and a few dollars

~*~MEOW~*~
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I finally got this thing to work miniwave to me ~~~~

Thu, 15 Jul 2004 02:29:52 GMT

Well I have had to spend my whole day with KIDS *cringes* I never want to have any of those. But since I'm gay I don't really have to worry about that...well unless I marry a male Monica (from Friends if that confused you)
But yeah, I'm bored and I'm waiting for my friends to get online, well there is this one guy I like but he is persuing some other guy, and I know I shouldn't be all freaked out, but of course I am.

OH SHUT UP *breaks the CD player* oh I hate that song, it's by Jay-Jay Johanson and it really sucks

Anyhoo, I just want to tell him that I like him alot but we have only been talking for about a week and I think it would freak him out. Not only that, but I whined about my problems to him last night, and I should have never caved on my belives on that (where your problems are your own and no one should have the right to hear them). But yeah, I have to make everything right tonight.

Well I'm gonna go and watch The Butterfly Effect *hopes it's good*
TA DARLING

oh and if anyone reads this please send me your comments on the problem ^^

dudemanbob

Hi all

I finally got this thing to work *miniwave to me* ~~~~

I finally got this thing to work miniwave to me ~~~~